Cette Nuit

Dear Bloggers,

Bonsoir! Je suis la! Just now, je diner avec mon amie. Me manque mon amie a UiTM Shah Alam. Je suis fatigue. I can't do illustration tonight.. I guess that demain-soir I'll continuer my illustration. Je ne peus pas comprendre pourquoi our senior staff is not around.. xkan audit datang smua lari lintang pukang.. That is why I had to cancel, again, my sick leave.. adeh.. Dari minggu lepas nak cuti. Haich!

Buku2 at the library masih xda ruang nk letak. Rak baru x sampai2 lagi hmm.. Kesian pula aku tgok public baca buku lama.. Dah la cover byk rosak, koyak sana sini.. Kalau la aku jadi Datuk Bandar Kapit, aku nk upgrade service Library Kapit ni.. Buku2 B.Cina nak kena label tp kena la faham tulisan cina tu. Agak2 x reti nk baca jgn keje kat Library. Ingat keje Librarian susun buku kat rak je? Cop buku? Huh.. Aku tpaksa baca kamus Dewey tu sbab nk tgok Kod2 buku. Then nak buat interior dlm Library mmg mcabar.. Sbab smua ni kena isi borang RF nak apply brg2 e.g cat dinding, you know.. $$$..

Suddenly I remember.. A guy that I knew at University. He asked me where I worked now and what company.. Thanks for asking. Caring. Yeah right! Saja nk mengada. Thank God lah awk ada bakat lebih dr saya. That is why we have different DNA's. Kau lain aku pun lain.. Same as the konsep rezeki.. Dah rezeki aku keje kat tempat aku sendiri, yg kau tu keje kat tmpt org. Aku xnak mpersoalkn rezeki kau sbab aku taw konsep alam.. Duhh

Then, sy ada hak utk bkerja dlm bidang apa yg sy pilih skrg. Just because sy graduan seni lukis & seni reka grafik then I must must must work as a graphic designer?? Yeke.. Maybe itu awk. Tapi sy tak.. Saya mmg minat grafik, that's why I go for graphic course. But, prospek kerjaya yg sy inginkn more to archaeology, antiquity, and museum. Jgn risau, aku dah dapat surat dr Harvard bulan January lepas. Aku start kelas, wt God's  will aku start class 2013. Aku pun xda la nk duduk dlm tempurung besi ni slama2nya.

Bak kata Miss Donna, one step at a time. Kita x boleh nak laksanakan smua ni dlm tempoh yg singkat. Sy x perfect. Sy ada kekurangan jg. I'm not a goddess. No superpower. I'm human being like you too :)